Ugh.. I hate this feeling.

I haven't written in a while but I feel the need to talk about this and none of my good friends are on so I can't talk about it with anyone.



There's this guy that I have liked for a really long time. We get along fabulously and have really good conversations and stuff. The other day I asked him to hang out hoping that we would you know.. kiss and stuff. Then we had this msn conversation:



Me: we could just do what we always do!

Him: watch a movie?

me: yuh!

him: kay imma be straight up. just to aviod awkwardness. i dont know if you realized but i had a bf for about a month. aha. (not anymore).

fuck this.

Ringolos

This post is dedicated to Terry Robins. He is a BUTTFACE. I hate him greatly. He is mean and always makes fun of me and I just want to kill myself ALL THE TIME.

Anyways. I was kidding. This kid makes me smile. He's super nice and awesome. I really hope he reads this and realizes how barf worthy he is.

Love Clinton. :)

on that glorious morn..

Hello little internet buddies! I haven't written anything in a LONG time, and I need to update. So, I am still single! JOY. But, I'm enjoying it I guess. It's not that fantastic the only thing I miss is weirdly the drama. So I created some today.

I sent Craig a little drawing of a cartoon penis with "lol!" beside it just as a joke and of course he had something to say. Oh what fun it was! I laughed and laughed and laughed again at his childish responses! Especially after he decided that my little MSN personal message was about him. It said "LOL. for once i know that i look better then you ever will!" I love how he automatically assumes its about him. It wasn't at all, the idiot. The universe doesn't revolve around him. The reply he had after I told him that NO, it most certainly was not about him, he said, "it doesn't matter. but you probably don't look better than them either." That made me laugh like a baby playing peek-a-boo! So joyously! It was great fun!

Anyways, after all this I got the idea for this blog. But I think now I will turn my attention to more IMORTANT matters. The musical is in 15 days! It's so exciting! The stage looks awesome! I's so excited!

Okay little ghosts! I'm going out for pasta with the family! I'll write again soon!

Letter (old)

Okay, so before I got dumped, I wrote letters to my boyfriend. This is one of the older ones. I found it and then remembered why I didn't give it to him for Valentine's.

Dear Craig Ryan,
I'm questioning my love for you. I don't know why. You don't talk to me as much, you always leave me by myself. I still like you a lot but I don't know if I love you.
-Clinton

So, obviously I loved him because it hurt a lot when I got dumped. :P

Letter (newest)

Dear Craig Ryan,
What the fuck is your problem? Seriously. I apologized. I don't want this stupid bullshit anymore. I don't understand how you can hold a grudge and hate me so much that you can't even have a polite, civilized conversation. It's ridiculous and you need to grow up a little bit and put the past behind you. I am sorry. I am. This is somewhat off topic but, I want to hang out with Jillian soon but I can't even go to your house without wanting to beat the crap out of you. I have every right to be mad. You dumped me. You're still rude to me. Kind of stupid, I must say. This happened like a month ago? Get over yourself you egomaniac. GO TO SCHOOL; MAKE FRIENDS AND STOP BEING ANTI-SOCIAL; GET A REAL LIFE! Best advice I can give.
-Clinton
P.S. Your new hair makes you look fake and also like a 14 year old LESBIAN.

Welcome back

Hello there. So, as everyone knows, well, nearly everyone, this weekend was a long one, and an easter filled one. How fun, right?
Right.
On Friday, I woke up after sleeping in, what a nice sleep. Anyways, woke up, packed, and got into the car for 2 and a half hours. Not so fun. Although, I had my music and I was dancing like a fool. We finally got to my Gramma and Papa's house. A.K.A. THE GREATEST GRANDPARENTS EVER. My cousins, Kyla, Alex, Rylea, and Graeyson were there. Kylan and Alex are both awesome. The other two are young and punt-able. Funny story, EVERYTIME I see my cousin Rylea, she jumps up to hug me when I'm sitting down and her head ALWAYS connects with my face. There's usually blood. Anyways, My cousin Kyla brought her boyfriend, he's a nice guy. Also,
Okay off topic. I just looked outside and it`s snowing. I think I might cry.
ANYWAYS, we ate, talked, yadda-yadda. Family stuff.
Saturday in the morning, my mom, sister, gramma and I went shopping. I bought YELLOW converse and some CD's. Fun!
Saturday afternoon, I hung out with this guy named Terry. He was soooo nice. Very attractive, and fun to talk to. We went to his house, watched movies, talked a lot and such...
Sunday, went to Acton. Saw my Nana and Grandad. They are terribly boring. I also saw one of my best friends! She is wonderful.
We went to Tim Hortons, and talked a lot. It was fun. Then we saw an asian girl that has mental issues. I'm a terrible person and I know I'm going to hell for this, but I laughed at her because she was meowing and running and flailing her arms. It was mean, I know, but it was quite funny.
Monday, slept, cleaned, and went to the beach with my friend Megan. That was fun. We went to WalMart and got chocolate. Then I went home and slept.
Tuesday, SCHOOL. Ugh. I did have rehearsal though and that was fun. Then I had rehearsal Wednesday until 7. Then yesterday again. And there you go.
Updated completely. Also, Wednesday, I heard that a boy named Cole Goforth was discriminated against for being himself. This seriously pisses me off. I've never met the guy, and I have never talked to him but I am on his side and if he needs me, I certainly help out. Fellow little monsters don't have to deal with that. All the best Cole!
I also have a party tonight. Karaoke. YEAH.
I'll write again soon lovies. :)

So Excited...

So, today, ONLY TODAY, I found out that myspace is hosting GLEE auditions. I am the BIGGEST GLEEK ever, so of course, I am going to audition. I'm super excited, let's hope I make it! yay!